-----Original Message-----
From: Claudette Ruest [claudettalain@videotron.com]
Sent: Tuesday, November 09, 2004 12:00 PM
To: 'shuddha'
Subject: my experience

DEAR NIRUMA:

 

I WANTED TO WRITE TO YOU BEFORE, BUT I COULDN’T FIND THE PROPER WORDS TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS, SINCE THE DAY I RECEIVED GNAN

 

THIS SCIENCE MAKES ME EXPERIENCE & REALISE WHO I REALLY AM.

 

THE DAY THAT I GOT THE GNAN:

 

AT FIRST, I WAS EXPECIENCING AN INTENSE FEELING OF THE SEPARATION OF THE PURE SOUL WITH THE RELATIVE SELF.

I FELT LIGHTER, WITH A MIXTURE OF JOY & PEACE.

 

THEN, ON MY WAY HOME, I STARTED TO SEE CLAUDETTE’S MISTAKES & FAULTS. THIS, I WAS NOT ABLE TO SEE BEFORE GNAN.

 

A COUPLE OF DAYS AFTER GNAN, I WAS STANDING IN MY KITCHEN, LOOKING OUTSIDE THE WINDOW, WHEN, I WAS STANDING STILL (MOTIONLESS), COMTEMPLATING THE NATURE OUTSIDE, WITHOUT A THOUGHT, JUST OBSERVING THE PRESENT MOMENT OUTSIDE OF MY BODY, WITH A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWLEDGE OF THE SURROUNDING.

 

I FELT SO GOOD AND BLISSFUL. A QUIET PEACE SURROUNDED ME.  I STAYED IN THAT POSITION FOR ABOUT 15 MINUTES.

 

I WISH THAT THIS PEACE COULD HAVE STAYED FOREVER…

 

IN THE SAME WEEK, ALAIN & I WENT TO THE CAR DEALER TO INSPECT THE CAR BECAUSE IT WAS NOT WORKING WELL. NORMALLY WE WOULD HAVE BEEN WORRIED THAT THE REPAIRS WILL HAVE COST TOO MUCH.  BUT I DID NOT FEEL ANY ANXIETY THIS TIME.

 

WE BOTH FEEL A MIXTURE OF JOY  & PEACE. WE DIDN’T WORRY, BECAUSE, WHAT HAPPENS NEEDS TO HAPPEN, SO WE WERE PREPARED TO ACCEPT IT.  WE WAITED ABOUT 2-3 HOURS FOR THE CAR, BUT WE WERE VERY PATIENT & FELT PEACEFUL BECAUSE WE HAD THE EFFECT FROM THE GNAN.

 

WE WERE SPREADING OUR JOY TO THE PEOPLE AROUND US. WE WERE SMILING & THEY WANTED TO TALK TO US, FEELING GOOD IN OUR COMPAGNY. IN THE END, THE CAR WAS REPAIRED WITHOUT COST, USING EXPIRED WARRANTY CLAUSE

 

ALAIN & I STILL GET THE SAME SENSATION OF  THIS INNER PEACE ONCE IN A WHILE.

 

OUR WISH IS TO BE ALWAYS LIKE THAT.

 

WE SPEND SOME OF OUR TIME READING DADA BAGWAN BOOKS.

(WE HAVE FINISHED ALL THE SMALL BOOKS; THE ONLY ONE LEFT IS APTAVANI.

THIS ONE HAS A DEEPER MEANING OF THE SCIENCE THAT WE APPRECIATE VERY MUCH.

 

SHAWN & I (SOMETIME ALAIN) GO TO SATSANG AT BIPIN HOUSE. WE ENJOY THE SATSANG WITH MAHATMAS IN MONTREAL. WE CONTINUE TO LEARN NEW FACETS IN DADA’S GNAN.

 

WE SEE THE DIFERENCE IN OUR FAMILY AND IN OUR EVERYDAY LIFE. WE LIVE MORE IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER.

 

NIRUMA, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, FOR THE PRECIOUS GIFT THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME “ THE ATMA GNAN ”

 

MY SINCERE WISH IS THAT, EVERY HUMAN BEING HAS A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE THIS KNOWLEDGE, REGARDESS OF THE RELIGION, THE CULTURE, THE LANGUAGE, THE COLOR AND THE SOCIAL CLASS.

 

I BELIEVE THAT IT IS FOR EVERY BODY, FOR ALL HUMAN KIND. FOR ANY ONE WHO WANTS TO EXPERIENCE THE ETERNAL BLISS OF SELF-REALISATION.

 

BEING CHRISTIAN BY BIRTH, THIS SCIENTIFIC METHOD IS VERY READILY APPLICABLE TO ME AS IT IS BEYOND ALL WORLDLY INTERPRETATIONS OF RELIGIONS. IT IS ABOUT MY REAL SELF. I DON’T NEED TO BE HINDU OR JAIN TO EXPERIENCE THE BLISS OF THIS SCIENCE. CLAUDETTE REMAINS A CHRISTIAN FOR THE WORLD. I REMAIN FREE TO EXPERIENCE THE ESSENCE OF ALL RELIGIONS.

 

MY UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME, NIRUMA IS, THAT A PERSON JUST NEEDS TO BE VEGETARIAN, NOT TAKE ANY DRUGS & ALCOHOL AND APPLY THE 5 AGNAS AND DO A LOT OF PRATIKRAMANS WHEN THE AGNAS HAVE NOT BEEN APPLIED.

 

MY DEEPEST DESIRE AND WISH IS TO SEE THIS SCIENCE SPREADING TO ALL DIFERENT COUNTRIES, BY TRANSLATING THE BOOKS IN MANY LANGUAGES.

 

EVERY TIME YOU GO TO NEW PLACES, YOU ARE GIVING A CHANCE TO OTHER SOULS TO SEE THE LIGHT AND THAT IS THE PRECIOUS GIFT THAT THEY WILL RECEIVE FROM YOU.

 

I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT YOU SOMETIME AT ADALAJ, I AM PLANNING IN 2 YEARS TO GO TO INDIA.  I HAD ALREADY TALKED TO BIPIN ABOUT THIS AND HE ENCOURAGED ME BY OFFERING HIS RESIDENSE & HOSPITALITY.

 

I WISH TO COME SOONER BUT I HAVE SOME PRIORITY TO FINISH FIRST.  IF I GET GOOD MERIT KARMA, MAYBE I COME SOONER…!

 

I’M NOT ABLE TO COME TO THE ALASKA’S CRUISE BUT I ‘LL MAKE A BIG EFFORT TO COME TO SAN JOSE WITH SHAWN & ALAIN IF THE ARE NOT WORKING.

 

BY THE WAY, MY WEDDING WENT FINE. WE GOT GOOD WEATHER AND EVERY BODY WAS VERY HAPPY.

 

I NEED YOUR BLESSING SO I CAN STAY ALWAYS IN THE 5 AGNAS..

 

 

TRULY

 

Jai Sat Chit Anand!

 

CLAUDETTE RUEST  

 

Claudette & Alain have proceeded further. They have now translated the book: Who am I ? in French

 

Introduction to Akram Vignan

 

Who am I ? The Book of  Enlightenment in French